Next year shall be the year that I have to make a like changing decision - which area to follow now on -, in fact I had to have had this on my mind long ago and still I'm not sure of what I want because I don't feel there's anything that fits me. I'm a really free-minded person and I would feel trapped in an office room, bored if I do the same routine everyday. People like me better know to variate in their lives or die hard, I mean live hard.
Since I was a little girl that I wanted to work in something related to the mysteries of science, do great discoveries, travel in the unknown areas, basically do something that changes the world in some way but as I grow up science has became something that I can hardly understand and something that makes me afraid to fall into an unsuccessful study/ carreer.
I was never good at sports or anything physical, I managed to loose enough weight these two years and now I can perform the sports and gyms much better, but still horrendous. I've thought to be a volleyball player but my familly would laught at me and keep dragging me down.
Economy? Boring.......... but it's a sector where more employers are needed though. But there is no way I am goin on something that I have no interest to do, I want to be happy, after all that's everyone's goal right?
Languages/ Literature. I've thought of that, in fact I am pretty good at those things but still that's something I could learn while learning something else.
I've never thought of Arts till my new tablemate sat by my side, he is a nice but really distracted guy but he was a dream, to become a comic book writer ( it's more like a drawer, the thing is also known as manga). He told me that I should go on with Arts. I've always loved drawing, painting and hand made stuff, more importantly I was skilled, my mum says I earnt my father's gift, and I'm sure happy with it. My heart aims to Arts, I want to become everything an artist can do: painting, drawing, silk, build and design. And become the best of the best throughout the artist :)
Now I clearly see my future, but still only my career.
